Have you ever talked to a client about developing a self-care plan, keeping a journal, or practicing mindfulness? I have. I've even taught classes about it! But until recently, my own self-care track record has been pretty awful.
Even before COVID-19, I was a bit of a workaholic. I used to credit my mother for instilling my sisters and I with a strong "work ethic." But, then COVID-19 hit and I found myself with unlimited at-home work hours. As more and more families needed resources and support, the work load increased. It became way too easy to work through lunch and skip yoga.
The context of the work also started to shift as families (and providers) experienced serious crises and then discussed those experiences with me. The helper in me wanted to solve every problem! Most days, it felt like I couldn't turn my brain off. I lost track of time and rarely went to bed before midnight.
One night, I was searching for wellbeing tools for our CALM care packages (and yes, I do recognize the irony there) when I stumbled on an article by Susannah C. Coaston. Self-Care Through Self-Compassion: A Balm for Burnout The concepts in this article were not "new" to me- I had taught many of them before. But, I had never truly taken them to heart or used them for myself.
"Self-care is vital if we are to remain effective in our role and avoid burnout; however, many counselors do not regularly implement the techniques they recommend to clients in their own lives (Coaston, 2017.)"
Maybe the stars were aligned that night or maybe I had just finally hit my limit of exhaustion, but whatever the reason-- I decided then and there that I was going to make some changes. I was finally going to give myself the same level of compassion that I have always tried to give to others.
"Self-compassion can be understood as 'being touched by and open to one’s own suffering, not avoiding or disconnecting from it, generating the desire to alleviate one’s suffering and to heal oneself with kindness' (Coaston, 2017.)"
But... when it comes to self-care, providers are notorious for failing to practice what we preach. I knew that if I really wanted to add self-care to my daily work schedule, it needed to be easy and it needed to quickly become a routine. So I decided to implement the plan below. There are only two steps: SCAN and FILL.
Step 1: Scan
It's a question that family service providers ask all the time-- "How can I help you?"
Step One of compassionate self-care is asking that same question to ourselves: How can I help... ME?
"...actively seeking awareness of one’s own signs and symptoms that indicate suffering can not only help counselors recognize burnout, it also can provide clues toward the first step in soothing (Coaston, 2017.)"
Do a quick body scan
How is your body feeling? Do you hurt anywhere? Are you thirsty?
Using your mindfulness skills, you can ask-- “What does my body need in this moment?” At first, you might have to set an alarm to remind yourself to ask this question throughout your work day. But soon, it will become habit.
Scan your thoughts and feelings too
Name your emotions. Are you being too hard on yourself? With so many changes and uncertainties due to COVID-19, everyone's lives have been turned upside down. There is more work to do and less people to do the work. It's logical to feel stressed out, anxious or exhausted.
We are going to make mistakes and we will not always "get it right" on the first try. Stress might make it harder for us to learn something new (like, telehealth technology or electronic records.) And sometimes- no matter how hard we try to prevent or intervene- a person might die or get hurt or go to bed feeling scared, alone, or hungry.
Remember to offer kindness and grace to others- and to yourself!
You can ask-- "what does my mind/spirit need at this moment?"
"Self-compassion.... is characterized by gentleness with oneself when faced with a perceived sense of inadequacy or failure (Coaston, 2017.)"
As you scan your body, mind, and spirit- monitor your adrenaline and watch for warning signs. The HALT acronym reminds us to watch for signs of being Hungry, Angry, Lonely, or Tired. When we notice those feelings, we need to practice self-compassion and heal ourselves with kindness.
Step 2: Fill
"Self-care can be defined as an activity to 'refill and refuel oneself in healthy ways' (Coaston, 2017.)
We can't share from an empty cup. We need to refill every day.
For Step Two, choose something from your unique List of Self Healing Ideas to address the need that you identified in Step One. Maybe you just need a quick break to stretch and breathe some fresh air. Find a list of Self Healing ideas here: Self Care Isn't Selfish
And, don't forget to ask for help. Find a list here: Free Help for Helpers
I wish I would have begun my self-care journey a long time ago. If you have been putting off self-care, please don't wait another minute! Try these 2 basic steps for one week. SCAN and FILL. SCAN and FILL. SCAN and FILL. I think you will notice a difference (and your family/colleagues/clients will too!)